Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Miss U
i'm missing my baby. 

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Saturday, October 04, 2008
Looking Forward To

My friend Moo is going to send me a book (re: midlife crisis). 

I am in high hope that it wouldn't take him eternity before he finds time to mail me the stuff. 

I'm kinda excited.

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posted by Maru @ 11:09 PM   0 comments
Stupid For You



It’s not everday
that I find a person quite like you
perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it’s you - that I want
I don’t care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you !
put aside, all my pride
so don’t keep me hanging here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
stupid for you..

The proper thing to do
is for me to act like a lady and wait
for you to make the first move
but I don’t think you’re getting the point
that it’s you - that I want
I don’t care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
put aside, all my pride
so don’t keep me waiting here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you!
oh, oh stupid for you

Why’s it always feel like I am
chasing love when nothing’s there
and here I go just making the same mistake…

I’ve fallen stupid for you

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Sunday, September 28, 2008
Simply A Jackass

What he said to me yesterday is gross; I find his statement so strong that it is kind of, like it can blow the lid off the can. 
Unfortunately, he whacked me seriously that I suddenly feel like I was shrinking in pain for he hurt me big time. That was not a joke I suppose.
Well, some men are simply jackass and they are not worthy of my respect. I admit for so many reasons I have a high regard on him and my admiration is not manufactured for its real. But sad to say that approbation is starting to wane now. I can't help it.

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Saturday, September 27, 2008
I Like The Pain
The squeeze inside my heart this morning ... I can still feel it until now. 

Sometimes I need this kind of hurting for this give me big valid reason to keep distance away from him. I know that I don't deserve this kind of pain, but I welcome this. Funny because I am forced to like the pain.  

I been wanting this to happen for this is one way for me to stop for being too kind. I just need to stop being too lenient. 

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Monday, September 08, 2008
Proud
In a world where a lot of people settle for the ordinary , he is an exceptional person. He got his own sense of self. He has the kind of integrity others can admire and respect.

In a world where a lot of people take more than they give, he's a caring person. And when he say he care, it's not just talk... he mean it.

He is willing to reach out and do his best for others. He is honest and gentle, yet he's strong in all the ways that really matter.

In a world where a lot of people don't have anyone they can depend on at anytime, I can say that I feel really lucky to have him.

I want him to know how proud I am that he is part of my life.

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posted by Maru @ 7:39 AM   0 comments
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Restless


Feeling’ blue and restless since the other day.

Yesterday early morning, I get up and go, tried so hard to kick out the lethargic feeling that swallowing me. 

I tried so hard… attempted to find a soul who’s not been battered but can’t find available friend who feels at ease. No, am not PMS-ing.

No matter how much I put on, I just cannot pull myself out of this black hole.

But it’s alright…it’s alright.  I’m just weary to my bones.

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posted by Maru @ 11:15 AM   0 comments
Friday, August 22, 2008
Runaway
This is the first song that I listened upon waking up this early morning and this reminds me of you.

Thank you very much for the inspiration.

Listen to this.


MusicPlaylist


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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
As Long As We Do
When life hasn't been playing fair and you just need to know that someone understands what you're going through...I will be here for you.

When life is hard, you will always have a soft and caring place to come to. You can always share your thoughts with me, and you can rest assured that you will always be one of the most important people in my world.

I want you to know that somebody does care - i do. Even when it seems like no one is there for you - I am. For the times when you feel like nobody will catch you if you fall, I want you to remember - I will.

If you have times when your spirits are down and you just want to have a smiling face around you to remind you that it's going to be okay - I'll be your side.

With me, you'll never have to hide your emotions. When things come up that you can't handle alone, we can always tackle them... together.

It doesn't matter whether anyone else understands that or not... as long as we do.

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posted by Maru @ 9:25 AM   0 comments
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Muted Days
days are too busy, hours are too few, seconds are too fast, but there is always a time for me to say hello to him. 

you see, in this world of odds and ends, he is the last person to inhabit my thoughts at night and the first name that wake me up in the morning. he is funny in a gawky, clownish kind of way. how uncontrollable his passions are! will i understand the crazy things he does? 

i kept his sleepy kisses given at night. i have his smile etched in my soul. i have his laughter and i will never let it go.

i’m not very good with words. i can only wish that he felt what i couldn’t say. i would like to listen not only to what he is saying but to what he is not saying or trying to say but cannot.i have a rather odd feeling that the more i see him the more i like him, and the more i like him, the more i want to show him things and get his reactions.

right now i just want someone i can get along with, someone fun to be around. someone i can laugh with and hang out with, someone like him.

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