I guess he could say that in some ways, I have always loved him. That doesn't sound right i know, because I have not always known him, but I've always known certain qualities that more important to me, and in my mind and heart, I have always carried an image, a fantasy, a wish, I guess, of a wonderful person I could love totally.
He had given me what I have always wished for: fun and laughter, concern and understanding, a friend to depend on, a lover to cherish, a partner in everything I do.
Thinking about him - how he make me feel, how i feel about him and all that he is - I realize that all my life, I have always loved him in my dreams.
Now that he come out of my dreams and into my life, I still can't tell him that I have always loved him and that I always will. Labels: inner thoughts |
