Sunday, September 28, 2008
Simply A Jackass

What he said to me yesterday is gross; I find his statement so strong that it is kind of, like it can blow the lid off the can. 
Unfortunately, he whacked me seriously that I suddenly feel like I was shrinking in pain for he hurt me big time. That was not a joke I suppose.
Well, some men are simply jackass and they are not worthy of my respect. I admit for so many reasons I have a high regard on him and my admiration is not manufactured for its real. But sad to say that approbation is starting to wane now. I can't help it.

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posted by Maru @ 10:58 AM   0 comments
Saturday, September 27, 2008
I Like The Pain
The squeeze inside my heart this morning ... I can still feel it until now. 

Sometimes I need this kind of hurting for this give me big valid reason to keep distance away from him. I know that I don't deserve this kind of pain, but I welcome this. Funny because I am forced to like the pain.  

I been wanting this to happen for this is one way for me to stop for being too kind. I just need to stop being too lenient. 

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posted by Maru @ 8:08 PM   0 comments
Monday, September 08, 2008
Proud
In a world where a lot of people settle for the ordinary , he is an exceptional person. He got his own sense of self. He has the kind of integrity others can admire and respect.

In a world where a lot of people take more than they give, he's a caring person. And when he say he care, it's not just talk... he mean it.

He is willing to reach out and do his best for others. He is honest and gentle, yet he's strong in all the ways that really matter.

In a world where a lot of people don't have anyone they can depend on at anytime, I can say that I feel really lucky to have him.

I want him to know how proud I am that he is part of my life.

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posted by Maru @ 7:39 AM   0 comments
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Restless


Feeling’ blue and restless since the other day.

Yesterday early morning, I get up and go, tried so hard to kick out the lethargic feeling that swallowing me. 

I tried so hard… attempted to find a soul who’s not been battered but can’t find available friend who feels at ease. No, am not PMS-ing.

No matter how much I put on, I just cannot pull myself out of this black hole.

But it’s alright…it’s alright.  I’m just weary to my bones.

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